Wednesday, December 31, 2014

A bitter post about a bitter year

I can't believe I've gone so long without writing anything. I mean, I can, but... 


Whatever. Maybe I should start again? Because blogging is hard. Or, at least, it is now, when I feel I have literally nothing to say. Yet, here I am.

So, 2014 is about to end, and I couldn't be happier about it. For me, it was a shitty year, full of unwanted, catastrophic changes. My father's death was only one thing on a seemingly endless list of bullshit: 

U4ia games suddenly shutting down and completely fucking us (omg the rage I'm still feeling!); 
                               
                              having to sell our house (which I miss dearly) and move back to California;
       a crippling bout of depression that only those super close to me (okay, and my new, somewhat scary psychologist) know the extent of (maybe I'll write about it someday);
                          
                               a failed wiki that probably burned a bridge or two, and fucked up my shit in general (I still have some screenshots to add and a character section to finish... eventually);

and so.

much. 

more.

I wish that I could be optimistic as 2015 rolls in, but I'm finding it difficult, especially since 2014 literally STARTED on such a bad note. I am not expecting anything; all I can do is really, truly hope beyond all belief that this coming year will be fucking awesome and amazing and will make up for the past couple of years (because 2012 and 2013 were pretty shitty, too). 

To 2014 I say: